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On this blog, I will post articles and essays about reading, homeschooling, and book reviews. I may post short stories, too!

Tuesday, August 11, 2020

Bad Dreams During the Pandemic

About three months ago, I noticed an uptick in the amount of vivid, disturbing dreams I was having each night. I've had nightmares since I was a kid. (I still remember many of them, some of which had themes and sequels, especially one about an avalanche and the stereotypical plane crash nightmare I still have every so often.)

Since then, I've read on social media many people having bad dreams, so I knew that this trend wasn't just affecting me. 

So I wasn't completely surprised when I read a prompt for the Flash in the Pandemic's website for May 1, 2020, which you can find here, titled "Corona Dreaming." I submitted it and decided to re-post it on my blog. Then I let it sit for a couple of months, but it's still valid. And I keep having weird dreams of being in public and seeing people wearing masks (or not, and me wondering why). 



Late for Work

Last night in quarantine, I dreamed of walking down a hallway

lined with chipped beige Formica desks and plastic chairs like

those in a schoolroom.

I stagger down the hallway, the brown and white swirled

linoleum tile dusty, clutching my laptop under one arm. Where

should I sit. I’m late for something, but what? A work meeting

that began at 8:30 a.m. The clock on the wall with its black hands

points at 8 and 9.

Where should I sit? I pass elementary school-sized desks

with three and four adults sitting at them,

all squished together, their knees and shoulders touching.

They sit too close to each other, ignoring the invisible danger.

 

I see a desk at the end of the hallway with only one person, a woman whose back faces me. She has curly dark hair and types, hunched over her keyboard. I pause. Do I know her from work? Smudges of purple and blue ink stain the desktop next to her, but it’s the only desk with a free chair. The woman motions to the empty seat. I hesitate. The clock hands move forward, and I have already missed half my meeting. Which is worse, the invisible threat pursuing me or being late to work and losing my job?

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